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anna ashley chanelle
deanna debbie diana
eric francis grace jade jason jen kim kirsti
lilyva lim mark min
rachel ryan shirley
stacy sumo teresa
"A thousand dollars! I base that on the fact that one time I fit five dollars up my butt, I mean not to brag, but I can fit WAY more up, easy..." -Chad (2ge+her)
<3 3:00 PM
:yaaaawn: man, work sucks. oh, and it suck even more now that min isnt working with me. uugh, so tired...
***continued at 10:02pm-
hey! read this, its weiiird! (=
me:hey you know popeyes chicken
their rice bean thing.. it tastes funny
id eat the chicken, then eat something to make my mouth not so greasy.. ::eats beans:: then id realize how funky it tastes and eat chicken again, then.... go for the beans cause id forget what it tasted like
it was weird.. lol
min: wtf
the end! :D
i worked with diana 10-3, we talked about the cliques and how.. haha, stuff and stuff. it ends up dianas working for blanca tomorrow. blancas going to a modeling thing in utah! isnt that nuts? i hope everything goes cool with her, blanca can tootally pass for a jlo model. haha =) anyway min came by and we went to get some boba in the chinatown mall (oh yea saw stephanie, junos sister), chilled at his house and he went to pick up his parents. not bad for a friday i suppose. since then ive been on the internet going back on forth on websites that i posted my pictures on. Ooh yea and my dad went on priceline and we just bought our four tickets to chicago. tuesday august 12, till saturday the 16th.
ok, so i was thinking since im not working on a saturday i might go crazy shopping at american eagle :siiiigh: isnt that shirt silly badass? id like to wear that sucker at work! muhahaha, sooo cute ^__^ 
alrighty 17.50 + 34.50 = $52 - exchange from huge tank top that never fit me = + $28? wow.. not bad, that sucks cause i have a feeling i might just spend more on the cute undies and/or other stuff at that wonderful store.. gyeaa bling bliiing! i c a n n o t w a i t .
<3 9:12 AM
me talking nonsense..
(= + P = (=P
(=b this was looks kinda gay
goda use the P hat.. cause it stands for gangster.
no.. player i mean
LOL
oh dear.
aaah the things rain can do to you. .. just kidding, it just drizzled here for what, five minutes? now its back to the sunny vegas weather ::GAG:: =9
sorry about the last few posts. theyve been a little confusing and funky. things are cool now though, min and i get a little silly when we dont see each other in a while. the things love will do to you! haha.. yesterday i went with chanelle again to apply at limited too (her plan is to get quit build a bear and get hired at limited too so she can work next door to her cool managers in fashion show) in meadows. i think im filling in for blanca saturday .. the one day im off without requesting it. and.. grr, i dont know. ill get what i deserve later on i suppose ::shakes fist:: =] its red top that day too so thats cool, i guess. after chanelle applied we went to aloha kitchen and i was trying to bitch slap this fly that was trying to eat our food. uuh, then we went to my house till my parents got home, went to aladdin and she applied at the body shop. "niiiiiiice!" haha. hmm then i got home at nine. i talked to min for a while then we hung up and i knocked out.
this morning i woke up at eleven, my dad got some mcdonalds so that was my brunch? ha. i dont know what else is planned, maybe hotel party? maybe not. whatever, ill find out later. i just have to clean my room so my dad will know i did something today. you like my plan? woo hoo.. ill put more on here again later slatter batters~
<3 2:20 PM
haha, a little over twelve hours im back here. its sad knowing the things i do to myself when im feeling sad. for once i went downstairs and chilled, prayed and talked to my sister. yeaaa back to talking about my sister. i miss her. i miss a lot of things, and im looking forward to dying so i can see her again =P
did i mention what i did today? i woke up around ten and chanelle came at noon to get me and applied at macys. i didnt tell anyone i was going since i was going to be back within two, three hours. i saw paul cho and rena in abercrombie.. yeaa then chanelle and i ate at sonic. thats all.. then the rest of the day i just stayed online, cleaned out my bathroom and 'wiped' my floor. fell asleep till eight something and updated apartment 107, aa, findapix, and friendste, ha. i didnt change much, just uploaded pictures.
i talked to min, and if he reads this.. he knows my password, he can change it around if he wants, whatever.
NxLeSsxLoVeRxBoi (1:20:37 AM): yea
NxLeSsxLoVeRxBoi (1:27:56 AM): want me to let u go?
NxLeSsxLoVeRxBoi (1:28:00 AM): u got quiet
lancespinaychick (1:28:42 AM): yea mins talking to me
lancespinaychick (1:28:52 AM): saying how he doesnt want me to kick it with guys anymore
NxLeSsxLoVeRxBoi (1:29:21 AM): i see
NxLeSsxLoVeRxBoi (1:29:34 AM): kinda wat i was afraid of
NxLeSsxLoVeRxBoi (1:29:39 AM): i'll ttyl then
....i dont know what to say anymore. i wouldve never think that hed make me do something that i cant stop doing. i CAN NOT STOP TALKiNG TO MY FRiENDS. would i cheat on you? never. why? you dont deserve it, nobody should be cheated on. i liked you first, or the one who said something about it anyway. i told YOU that i had feelings for you, i love you and i told you before i had my doubts before going out with you. youve never done anything bad, and i have. why would you want to go through all the tiny dumb shit i make into problems? you dont need it. and for you to come and say that i DONT understand you? ... talk to me if i dont understand. and if you say something like you dont deserve to live dont tell me that. saying stuff about dying and not being on earth? that makes me sooo upset. i seriously hate it when people say they dont deserve to live. YOU of all people dont deseve to live? what about the fucking bastards out here killing people? ooh yea they have no problem with their life at all. ugh, these past entries probably havent made sense but who cares, its my blog. kiss my ass dood, thats bullshit. i just dont understand why we make tiny things into such dramatic fights. then you blame yourself for my actions. dont! just dont apologize for something that i did to myself. ill learn from it, ill live through it. this isnt shit, 18 years old and crying about this? its nothing, let me cry. let me not make sense and let people read this. who fucking cares! i just dont know what to say anymore, i dont know how to make you trust my friends. if they do something to me then would i still hang out with them? the chances are slim. if theyre my friends theyd respect you and me being together.
remember that word?? forever. forevers a long time.. being with friends may not be forever. when im with you time goes by so quick and slow.. i love it. i love you. this dumb shit needs to stop.
-if youre here to read then read, im sure youre bored. but dont tell both of us about our relationship unless mentioned. some people need to stop saying stuff about either one of us, hes acting like this, shes being like that. just shut up and read. thats all you have to do =) good fucking morning, ha.
<3 3:10 AM
i dont think i can hurt someones feelings. purposely anyways. im not the type of person who doesnt keep in touch. it may be a while since weve talked, but i still want to see how everyones doing, maybe catch up and do something fun. i wouldve never thought doing something with my friends would make me cry.
there isnt an explanation for relationships. one day is drama, the next is at the park watching little kids play. who knows what itll be like a few months from now, just as long as youre together. theres so many days when i ponder about what people think about me. yea i know it doesnt matter what people think, but... grrr. i just hate thinking the way i do. why do i put myself through so much bullshit. why cry? there isnt a problem. why make it worse? see, another thing i do is turn things around so the other person apologizes. whats the need for doing so if its my fault? you shouldnt ever apologize for something you didnt do.
krazy MIN ime702 (2:33:56 AM): I LOVE YOU299012301283091
thats how many times i love him more, even in alien talk and the number of teeth in a shark! all sharks in the world and in the milky waay! milky way shark teef, woo act a fool!!!8-)
<3 3:58 PM
the last time i blogged seems so long ago! ive been caught up with everything and im finally at home, not doing anything for a few days =) lets catch up on whats been going down~
saturday after work chanelle picked me up and we stopped by my house to get my pjs, met jen and abbie at red robin. everyone but chanellewere virgins to that place, yee haw! the foods pretty good, i dont know about that seven dollar burger fries thing though. after that jen got her mom, took abbie home and chanelle and i went to the walmart on the 215 and whatever.. sahara? got some nail polish, shampoo, thread stuff to make bracelets. we left, yelled at the guy who was pushing the cart (haha, yellow line? i dont get it). so we got jen and chilled at chanelles house, listen to the party boy song and chanelle and jen were spalling each other while i was looking through magazines. took jen home, went to walmart by our house and the photo lab was closed. from there we watched legally blonde and spy kids. by the time all that was up it was five? or six and we were painting our toenails pink and purple. chanelle went to shower and i took about an hour nap, then she took me home.
aaah knocked out for less than an hour since i had church, got some taco bell and headed to work. chanelle came by to get min and myself. jen was there too, she brought her cd player and cd with the party boy song =) we picked up abbie and went to watch bad boys 2. after the show min had to pp and when he came out ted jason and joe came out, they were going to see the ten thirty show for bad boys. yeeep and from there chanelle took min and jen home, then abbie and i were hanging out at chanelles. around midnight? we went to del taco and ate, got tired watching tv so chanelle took us home at two.
woke up early again this morning, work at ten till three. francis came by, and after work i heard stephanie came with megan to take pictures, aarg not cool! work was regular, slow in the morning and just a while ago min called me to say he was in the back and the line was almost out the door? poor guy, i think he got stressed out. my mommy picked me up at five and we went to the dentist. since then ive been laying around feeling weak and tired. my mom finally noticed the bruise on my arm, but its the top one.. the tiny purple one! not the huge greenish one =X gross.
tomorrows tuesday, yaay. meaning i have no work! so i seriously need to clean something in my house, especially my room. siiigh, so sad knowing how long my room has been dirty.
<3 9:38 PM
