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<3 10:20 PM
i woke up waaay too early today. i guess i was excited to see min *^__-
aah well i finally took off the clean wrinkly clothes off my bed and into my closet, and by the time all that was done min came by to get me (= we ate lunch at sushi factory and went to his house after. oooh when min and i were chillin in the living room his sister started fighting with her 'homie' foreeever. aah! crazy mad house i tell ya. by the time i was leaving with min so he could drop me off justin was there in front of their door waiting for his ride. whew*
by the time i got home my dad was home too, i watched tv until the news came on so i could see more on what happened to john and if it was the john i was thinking about. the weird thing is that when i woke up at five/six in the morning the first time i heard it when i was getting something in the kitchen... it caught my attention but by the time i got in front of the tv the topic was already changed. i didnt know it was john caoile. not until karen called me when i was at mins house. from the few times i talked to him in yearbook/status and once danced with sadies night, he seems to be one of nicest, well rounded guys ive been aquainted with. there we so many chances for me to get to know him better; tennis tryouts, status, sadies night was probably one of the only times i really got to have something decent to say. ... hmm.
life goes by so quickly and i tell myself that everything will be alright when my time comes, even if its tomorrow. as long as i get to see my sister. evey day i think about what shes doing and how she looks, what her new weird word is, and her cute little expressions that id get from, heh.. every time i see something bad happening anywhere i think more and more about the friends and family i know thatre gone. its hard trying to talk to people who are so close to these ive only been aquaintances with, but... i know how they feel in some way. knowing that sooo many people die in such a tragic way, siiiigh. im sorry.
i pray every night that all of those who arent with us anymore are in peace and of course, suffering no more. please be watching over the rest of us on earth, we will always love and miss you. till we meet again .. .
<3 11:51 PM
im still hot n sweaty. i woke up this morning almost every other hour to pee or get something to drink, it was fantastic =) min didnt get to sweep the car up so again we were stranded in our homes. i ate more than i did yesterday (spaghetti and ramen? hm) so i guess thtas good, and im moving faster too. earlier in the afternoon min and i were watching the food network and cartoons, and while he fell asleep i ripped off my nails. they feel soooooo weak now, its disgusting.
so on an off throughout the day min would call me, i would call him (mostly me, arg!) so the way it ended today was after he ate dinner. if its one think i m i n itd be to not be sleepy when im awake. it sucks when im wide awake and he falls asleep. i feel like a bum when hes sleeping, hes so hard to wake up! raaawr. its ok though, i should rest up too! tomorrow will be a happy day, weeeee. just about 12 more hours and i get to see mingina. yippi kai yai yaay
<3 10:20 PM
happy july! yesterday i worked from 11-8, but i couldnt catch a ride so my dad dropped me off at 10 (min opened). work was ok, i was freezing by the end of the day, i took a nap during my break and thats when i started to get this fever type thing i have now.
mark and neil came by to pick me up, then we got some dinner at the courtyard cafe. i barely ate anything, i was still freezing and had a tiny headache. after we ate i met everyone upstairs to bowl. peter bob april min and his friends josh and charles came to bowl. we ended up having three free games so that was cool. min brought his sweater for me and i felt like sleeping before and after the games. my we left around one or midnight? parent took me home when i thought min was going to, boo. right when i got home i called min and fell asleep.
today all i really did was sleep and eat. im feeling better than before, i can move faster and im not as hot either. im just waiting for min to call me so i can lay back down... aah no working till saturday, how crazy is that? yaay. see ya
<3 10:13 PM
yesterday was ok, i got off work at eight but hitched a ride with steve to his house and PM (cuh) were chillin there. all but daron and min =/ i sipped a little bicadri black? and watched a movie and played ddr there. after his house we left to the illegals but someone made a wrong turn and we ended up going to karaoke. stevens gf came by with a couple of chicks and met up with us there.. the singing was ok i suppose, it was just weird how the style of music was.. just weird. we all left at two and went home.
today work was the same, cleaning but being more serious about working since there was like an evaluation type thing going on with steven and min. blaaah im glad this pay period is over with, 92 hours! aaaah. next month im getting about 50 hours, weak! oh well, saa goo!
btw im at mins house and hes eating with his family... i dont feel comfortable eating here for some reason. maybe its his parents? uuuh yea it is, haha. im getting tired from just staring at the screen, im heading home around nine so blah da di dii~
<3 9:02 PM
